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Thursday, November 05, 2009

I think one day, I may try to work for this guy. Going to go listen to him tonight at the Fairmont. He knows what's up...

Haugen had wanted to be a lawyer ever since elementary school, where he read about Abraham Lincoln’s emancipation of the slaves. As a fifth grader, he became fascinated by the civil-rights movement after reading a Reader’s Digest biography of Martin Luther King, Jr. In 1981, he started at Harvard, and began deepening his faith by questioning it. He and a half-dozen classmates formed a reading group in which they considered the secular critiques offered by thinkers such as Nietzsche and Durkheim. The more he studied alternative approaches, the more convinced he was that Christianity offered the clearest guidance for living life justly.

In 1985, after graduating, he travelled to South Africa. He served as an intern for Michael Cassidy, who, along with Desmond Tutu, ran the National Initiative for Reconciliation, a church-based effort aimed at ending apartheid. Three days after Haugen arrived in a black township, the South African regime declared martial law. He saw priests locked up, blacks beaten. Security forces detained him for attending a multiracial church service without permission. “What struck me was that in a country just utterly caged by fear—where whites were terrified, blacks were terrified, where anybody who tried to do the right thing was going to get crushed—I got to be with these Christians who had the most surprising absence of fear. They just did the right thing.” He went on, “I came to believe that they lived that way because they actually believed that what Jesus said was true. And I found that, to the extent that I acted as if I believed what Jesus said was true, I lived without fear.”

He returned to the United States in 1986, deferred an acceptance to the University of Chicago Law School, and began working on a book called “The Nations Christians Killed,” which would describe the role that Christian churches had played in subjugating blacks in South Africa. An evangelical publishing company planned to bring out the book, which received significant advance publicity at an annual Christian book fair. Not long after, however, the publisher dropped the book. “I blamed myself,” Haugen recalls. “Maybe I got too puffed up or too proud, and that was God’s way of bringing me back.”

In 1988, he started law school. During the summer break, the Lawyers Committee for Human Rights sent him to the Philippines to conduct his first human-rights investigation. In 1986, Corazón Aquino had unseated the dictator Ferdinand Marcos, but her government was failing to prosecute police or military officials for massacres carried out during the ongoing conflict with Communist rebels. Haugen focussed on the Lupao massacre of 1987, in which soldiers in the Filipino Army had rounded up and shot civilians who were hiding in rice paddies, killing seventeen. He travelled to Lupao and interviewed survivors. Two years later, the Lawyers Committee issued a report, written principally by Haugen, documenting such abuses and the Manila authorities’ insufficient efforts to prosecute them. The Filipino government did not pursue those implicated in the report. “These people had opened up to me, and yet they were no closer to achieving real justice,” Haugen said.

After law school, he joined the Department of Justice, as a trial attorney in the civil-rights division. He married Jan Larsen, a staff assistant at a law firm. (They now have four children.) In 1994, Haugen took a short leave to direct the United Nations’ investigation of genocide in Rwanda, gathering the preliminary evidence needed in order to set up a war-crimes tribunal. In Rwanda, a predominantly Catholic country, the first visits he made were to pastors and missionary doctors, as he felt that he could quickly establish trust with them. He believed that the Christian network was an untapped resource in the human-rights world, even as he saw how badly some Rwandan clergy had failed their people. He was sickened to come across charred piles of bodies in a church where Tutsi had expected to find sanctuary. He took down the testimony of a father who saw his three small children hacked to death with machetes. At one massacre site, Haugen rolled back the decaying body of a woman and found the corpse of her child beneath her.

Six weeks later, after returning home, Haugen felt disoriented. In church, his mind drifted into calculations of how long it would take a machete-wielding gang to wipe out the congregation. Although the Salvation Army, World Vision, and other Christian organizations fed the hungry and sheltered the homeless, no Christian organization that he knew of had heeded the Bible’s appeals for justice (“Break the arm of the wicked and evil man; call him to account for his wickedness that would not be found out”). He resolved that Christians serving God had to do more than pray for the victims of cruelty; they had to use the law to help rescue them. “This is not a God who offers sympathy, best wishes,” he later wrote. “This is a God who wants evildoers brought to account and vulnerable people protected—here and now!”

(Rest of the article can be found here: http://www.newyorker.com/reporting/2009/01/19/090119fa_fact_power)

 

 

In a totally unrelated note, song of the moment is "Secrets" by One Republic.

 

- jaMz

 


I'm always encouraged by stories of successful christians doing good in the world. Joe Girardi earned my respect no by winning the World Series, but through his simple actions hours after winning one of the most coveted accolades in sports
http://sports.espn.go.com/mlb/playoffs/2009/news/story?id=4625899

 

Of those of you not too familiar with Joe's past, I managed to dig up this article on Girardi from February 1996. Enjoy.

 

No Ordinary Joe

by Mike Klis

It is not known exactly when Joe Girardi completely got over the fact he had been traded. His answering machine, however, indicated it was no more than a week.

On November 30, Girardi, starting catcher in all three years of the Colorado Rockies' existence, was swapped in the New York Yankees for minor-league pitchers Mike DeJean and Steve Shoemaker. A week later, Girardi was in Florida for players-union meetings. The message he left behind for those who tried reaching him at his suburban-Chicago home heard a snippet of Frank Sinatra's, "New York, New York."

"We've definitely turned the page," Girardi said, referring to himself and his wife, Kim. "It's time to move on for us. We understand things like this are going to happen in baseball and we look at it as a great opportunity. Going to New York, it's a great city. I look at where I've had a chance to play Chicago Cubs, tradition; Denver, expansion; and then the Yankees, probably the greatest tradition of all. I've been pretty lucky".

The Yankees are getting a good catcher whose skills include some that are not easily apparent. Girardi is an intangibles guy. The reason why general manager Bob Watson and manager Joe Torre went after Girardi is because they wanted a strong defensive catcher who can handle a pitching staff.

No active catcher is better qualified to handle this role than Girardi. In his seven major-league seasons, his primary responsibility was to stroke pitching staffs that had to contend with hitting-friendly home ballparks, first Wrigley Field in Chicago, then Denver's Mile High Stadium and Coors Field.

"Joe understands that the most important job for a catcher is to get the most of your pitcher," said former Yankee catcher Ron Hassey, who coached the Rockies catchers the past three years. "That includes pitch selection, blocking balls, throwing runners out, holding runners on, knowing the strengths and weaknesses of hitters, knowing the best approach a pitcher should use to get that hitter out. Joe's as good as there is at those things."

In Girardi's rookie season in 1989, he was the catcher who leaped into the arms of closer Mitch Williams the day the Don Zimmer-managed Cubs clinched the National League East title. In 1992, Girardi was the catcher who was usually assigned to catch Greg Maddux in the first of his four consecutive Cy Young Award seasons.

During Girardi's four-year Cub career, he had thrown out 35.8 percent would-be basestealers.

It was these credentials that prompted the Rockies to select Girardi away from the Cubs in the first round of the 1992 expansion draft. When the Rockies began playing their first games a few months later, Girardi was faced with the monumental task of coaching a mostly inexperienced and largely inept pitching staff through a 162-game schedule, half of which were played at the pitcher's nightmare known as Mile High Stadium.

Girardi can catch but he can't throw the pitch. The Rockies compiled a major league-worst 5.41 ERA in 1993. On the road, however, the Rockies had a respectable, by expansion standards, 4.97 ERA and the team won 31 of its final 52 games. Last season, when Girardi caught 125 games and the Rockies set an expansion record by reaching the playoffs in just their third year, the Rockies' 3.71 road ERA was the second-best in the NL.

"The most important thing about Joe is he's a winner," said Yankees bench coach Don Zimmer.

When the Yankees acquired Girardi, most people assumed Zimmer was behind it. A distinct trend has developed between these two.

Zimmer was Girardi's first big-league manager with the Cubs. Zimmer was then bench and third-base coach for the Rockies from 1993 until he temporarily retired last June. When it was announced Zimmer had ended his retirement and joined the Yankees as bench coach, it hardly seemed a coincidence that the Girardi trade occurred a few days later.

Zimmer, though, said Watson and Torre, who spent their previous years in the National League with Houston and St. Louis, respectively, did not confide in him about a possible Girardi trade until well after the idea was put into motion.

"I had very little to do with it," Zimmer said. "The only thing that happened after Joe (Torre) told me they were talking to Geb (Bob Gebhard, the Rockies general manager) was they asked me what I knew about Girardi.

"Number one, I told them he caught for me as a rookie when we won a championship. One thing about Joe Girardi, if he's not able to play, a manager or a coach or a trainer don't have any thought in their minds: Is this guy hurt or isn't he? Because if he's not playing, you know he's hurt. He likes to win. He's a very, very unselfish player. In other words, you don't have to tell Joe Girardi to try and hit the ball to rightfield with a man on second and nobody out. He's going to try and do that. He's had a few injuries but he's a tough guy.

"Joe's a pretty good hitter, too. It's not like he's a .220 hitter. He's a .260, .270 hitter and sprays the ball around."

Girardi should not have to apologise for his hitting. He is a career .269 hitter who posted career-highs last season with eight HRs and 55 RBI. He is a contact hitter who frequently smokes the ball on a line. He is strong enough to hit more homers, though he is cursed in the power department by a textbook level swing.

Girardi realises, however, that many Yankee fans were disappointed upon learning Mike Stanley, who averaged .290, 30.3 HRs and 74.7 RBI the past three seasons, would not return. But given a chance, Girardi is confident he will prove he is an integral part of an offense. In his previous three years with the Rockies, he was manager Don Baylor's best hit-and-run specialist and bunter. And he is a good defensive catcher who has thrown out 32.5 percent of would-be basestealers in his career.

"If I go and do my job, then they'll be happy with me," Girardi said. "From what I understand, they called me to be a leader and handle the pitching staff."

No one will ever question Girardi's effort. He is a classic overachiever, which happens to be a family trait. The fourth of five children raised by Gerald and Angela Girardi in Peoria, IL, Joe jokes that he is somewhat the black sheep of the family. His two oldest brothers, John and George, are internal medicine doctors. His sister Maria is a math professor at the University of South Carolina. His youngest brother Jerry is an accountant. Joe Girardi graduated from Northwestern University with a degree in industrial engineering, then became a ballplayer. Though he is only 5-11, has little power and virtually no speed, Girardi is entering his eighth full season in the majors.

"I never expected to play this long," he said. "I mean, you just try to get there and when you get there you try to stay there every year. The opportunity that I've had to travel and live the life of an athlete, it's just been really rewarding. God's blessed us in a lot of ways and we're very thankful for that."

As you may have noticed, when Girardi is asked about himself, he often begins his response with 'we', not, 'I'. Joe Girardi is Joe and Kim Girardi. They met in the final quarter of his senior year at Northwestern; her junior year. Two months later, Girardi was off playing in the minor leagues for the Cubs.

"I had to trick her," he said. "I had to tell her I was going to be around. I wasn't going to all these places in the minor leagues."

The Girardis' plan on starting their own family soon, which is only natural considering they are pushovers for kids. During their time in Denver, the Girardis visited the Children's Hospital about once a month and were even more regular at a Christian foster home near Coors Field.

"Not that I feel that I'm obligated, but we have two feelings," Girardi said. "One, God gave me a lot of gifts and talents which has blessed me with a high salary. God doesn't call for us to horde that money. And number two, we believe every child deserves the same chance that we had. I think what's most important is every child should feel loved. The need to feel loved is more important than any financial gift."

The Girardis promise to remain active in the New York community, particularly with organisations that benefit underprivileged youth. Socially, they are genuinely excited about playing in New York.

"Oh yeah, I mean they have great Italian restaurants," Girardi said. "The culture in New York, they have theatres, which Kim loves, and there's just so much to do there. As a player, you like to sometimes get away and be able to hide and sometimes in the smaller cities it's harder to do that. But in New York, we'll just fit in as another Italian couple."

Professionally, Girardi is confident the Yankees will represent another highlight in his already solid major-league career. Initially, it was not easy when he learned he would not be finishing his career in Colorado, where he frequently played in front of 70,000 fans his first two years at Mile High Stadium and then crowds of 50,000 every game last season at Coors Field. He was one of the most popular players, evidenced by the fact he had his own TV show in Denver.

The Yankees, however, offer something the Rockies may never have -- tradition.

"Those are the real Pinstripes I'm going to be wearing," Girardi said. "That's something every player dreams about."

 


Friday, October 16, 2009

Caught myself for about the 5th time today, leaning back in my chair and staring at the cieling, asking: "What am I doing with my life?"

Think that it's finally time for a reality check...

 


Wednesday, October 07, 2009

Life's been busy. Now that I think of it, these last couple months have been an absolute blur. I can't really blame it on any one thing or another, and to be completely honest, I'm not sure if it's good or bad. Sometimes there are just things that need to get done, and you motivate yourself to persevere. But at the same time, life is precious, and each and every moment should be cherished as if it were your last.

 

A couple revelations to note:

– Sports take up too much time. I think playing sports, as opposed to watching sports live or on tv, can be extremely beneficial. But who cares if you can memorize the defensive lineman's stat line from 2 years past or the clean-up hitter's on base percentage (OBP) against left handed pitchers? I think with all things in life, it's easy to get caught up in sports and it can waste a lot of time. I recently started playing tennis against my boss on Saturdays. It's weird playing against your boss, but at the same time, it feels good because I know that while I'm competing against him, that we're equals. No one can judge you based on what you've done, the only thing that matters is the individual point at hand. It also doesn't hurt that I have a slight advantage in terms of Wins / Losses. Or the fact that this is probably the only real exercise I get every week. We'll see how long this lasts

– NASD Series 7 and Series 63 Certified. I've always wanted some sort of financial certification, and I guess this is it. Don't really plan on pursing a CPA or a CFA, so I'll probably stop here in terms of exams. Thought the tests would be a lot easier than they actually were, but thankfully, by the grace of God, He let me pass. Definitely wasn't fun cramming for these tests, and work didn't make it easy. Usually, at least from what I've heard, companies send candidates through a month-long, weekend classroom crash course. Or at the very minimum, give them a couple days off from work to study for the separate exams. I guess TWP doesn't abide by these policies. They require you to pass by a date 3 months sooner than the norm, and don't give you anything other than a fat textbook and a pat on the back. I think the night before I had to take the 63 exam that I was in the office until 11:30 PM? What a life

– Non-profit project. For the last couple months a friend and I have been fiddling with interesting start-up ideas. It's not uncommon that I'll throw a couple ideas out there with old college and high school buddies, jesting that it would be fun to some day start own our own business. I still think it would be, but that's probably quite a few down the road. One of my ex-coworkers and I made a verbal agreement before he left my firm, that we'd look into non-profit opportunities. At this point, I think we're both fairly fed up with this whole money-hungry "corporate mentality." We realize that it's important to make a living, but at the same time recognize that monetary wealth isn't a part of the final chapter. It's never too early to start pursuing what you're passionate about in life. And I think for both of us, we agree that it centers around children. Still really nothing to show for our project yet, but hoping it comes along over the next couple months. If any of you know of any experienced web designers or engineers interested in non-profit work shoot me an e-mail at jaewon12@gmail.com

– Transportation taken for granted. I need to figure this one out. I've been fiddling with the idea of taking motorcycle license classes with Kwan Soo for the last couple months. I think we might do it, just for the sake of doing it (like we did with sky diving), although it may not necessarily materialize into buying a bike. I think it'd make more sense to probably invest in a car, but with the lack of parking in SF it's not really worth investing in a nice 4-door. Regardless, I have to admit that public transportation in SF is actually rather convenient. For my first two years in banking, I never took the bus once. Not to work, not on weekends, not for anything. But these days, I take the bus at least once a day (usually twice). It kind of stinks when the bus get over-crowded, but it ain't too bad. Should definitely start exercising again to make up for my lack of walking post bus pass era. The unnecessary calories are building up

– College Recruiting. I remember that this was probably one of the most stressful memories from college. The pain of rejection, the endless waiting games, the need to impress people you hardly knew. Now that I'm on the other side, I want to sympathize and try to tell the kids that it's not the end of the world if you don't get your dream job. But I guess it's easier said than done. So many candidates (much more qualified than I) are being turned down as a direct result of the economy and ridiculous level of competition. It sucks. But in the end, things always work out. If it's not meant to be, it just isn't meant to be. Looking forward to meeting some interesting candidates this year. BTW, my brother needs a job, can someone hook that kid up?

 

- jaMz


Thursday, September 24, 2009

I really enjoy weddings. It's one of the few celebrations in life where everyone hopes in the future, rather than dwelling on the past. And it also doesn't hurt that you get to catch up with long-time friends either.

Congratz Mrs. Chris Son.

- jaMz

 



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